Lana - Entry 43

Lilith seems to have forgiven me for the other night, she no longer seems mad. I wouldn’t say she’s exactly in a good mood but at least she’s not mad. She didn’t realize I’d never had alcohol before. She might have forgiven me but I still haven’t forgiven myself. So, stupid!

I’m so lucky to be with Lilith. She’s so smart and strong and determined. I wonder if there is anything she couldn’t do if she put her mind to it. I find myself wondering what Eve would think about her. I’m sure the two would be fast friends. They’re both…what’s the right word? Stoic? Maybe that’s it. Once Lilith has done what she needs to do and her uncles have cured me perhaps we can set off on another adventure and find Eve together. How much fun would that be?!